(Verse)
I'm (I'm)
Really, fuckin, lost (lost)
Don't know, where to, walk (walk)
Prolly, need to, talk (talk)
Getting, better, so I, thought (thought)
I hate, being, strong (strong)
Feelings, I for, got (got)
Hit me, in the, jaw (jaw)
Spit my, truth out, on the, floor (floor)
Smoke un, til I, cough (cough)
Never go out I don't get in-volved
And when I try I run into walls
I got some friends but no one to call
Alone in my head, I'm alone in the end
These intrusive thoughts got me frozen again
I'm better than I was
But still haven't ever felt loved
So I always wonder when
I will
If I will
I need some love
But it got me skipping meals
Listen here
It's my path but I feel like a third steering wheel
Forks in the road
Can't make heads or tails from the smoke
I'm catching my breath
I know where to go
I've been swerving pot holes
And don't know where I went
I can't lead the lost
Tho I tried it
I still got the Feelings I has hiding
Denied em
Need to air out, I'm a pilot
But if I open when I'm flying
Then everybody dying
Maybe I don't mind it
Holding onto secrets
Never felt exciting
Never go out
Never end up trying
Talk to myself
I don't have a license
I've been fucking drowning, and
Made it look like diving
Can't believe that I woke up today
(Ay ay ay)
Can't believe that I woke up
(Hook)
How you feelin
How you
How you feelin
How you
[SWITCH]
Dancing round my problems
Music ain't solutions
I can swallow
But the taste of it
Is worth the sorrow
I trip to go to sleep
Just to slip tomorrow
The grip I hold is hollow
What I bottles out of reach
So incomplete
I'm more indulgent than I used to be
It doesn't mean I'm weak
But it isn't what I need
I'm not at peace cause I'm
Making more music than memories
Too focused on the "what ifs"
More than "what is meant to be"
Dealing with weight
That love handles
I couldn't handle love
So I hid emotions in camo
Blended in with the roses
Emphasis on the thorns
Set boundaries with everybody
I'm needing something more
