I'm conscious you hate on the low But I'm above, whats the joke My love is lost in the smoke You want it then let's fucking go, but Why I gotta give out more Just to receive your less I'm gonna push my limits So I can be my best And I'm gonna go for the neck Just so you know I'm a threat Its hard to focus but I know I'm next It's just a matter of when You're struggling and say if Gotta do more than manifest Cause fated is my success And faded becomes your best Too much to get off my chest Running your mouth to The end of your days I'm busy obtaining The time that I chase Cause it will run out There is no escape Stop living your life with Your battery drained Imma die when it's full In my prime when I go Cause I'm always climbing Never see a peak Just out of reach of my goal Growth is so natural Belt on my waist is new to me And so is my fascination with jewelry Things just starting feel right Left some habits at a red light I'm not who I was a minute ago I'm changing more than I wanna show I'm not a wizard that's behind a curtain I'm growing even though nobody's perfect Tryna spend time with those That I love I ain't messing with none Of you bums I got some passion That I'm gonna stunt Spreading my seeds Like I give a fuck Spreading my wings Don't know when I'll fly Quit breading my wings When I'm getting fried I got drive even with Red in my eye I'm not steady but I am ready to rise I need more patience And pressure to shine I gotta figure out Where I can start Don't got a mentor so I'm walking blind But I know that I'm Gonna travel far It's really only a Matter of time It's really only a Matter of when Constant is me Living in my prime Deciding myself Until I am dead

I'm feeling better than I can remember But I had to hurt my leg back in September Changing seasons, a Libra leaving the lesser Now messing with his ascension And all the things he's accepting Like that all the bad weather was a lesson But didn't lessen me I'm something that you cannot measure Scales starting to tip in my favor But I'm scared to savor these blessings I've been constantly manifesting (Hook) I remember the long days When tomorrow felt real far away, I remember feeling stuck Don't remember feeling loved I was licking my all my wounds Hoping that they gon heal up I remember feeling gray Never thought that there was color to obtain I remember feeling stuck Don't remember feeling loved I was licking my all my wounds Hoping that they gon heal up (Verse) I remember different tomorrow's Fumbling by myself In the tunnels that were the darkest My life was moving slow While I was fasting through my problems Appetite for self destruction I went from stuffing to starving Man in the mirror looking at me And laughing at the way I look The bait I took Was a self made bait and Hook But I saved myself I never craved a book I put my faith in my foot Steps, I'm stepping up Cause noone else will ever Know the pain I took (Hook) I remember the long days When tomorrow felt real far away, I remember feeling stuck Don't remember feeling loved I was licking my all my wounds Hoping that they gon heal up I remember feeling gray Never thought that there was color to obtain I remember feeling stuck Don't remember feeling loved I was licking my all my wounds Hoping that they gon heal up I remember (long days) I remember I remember (feeling grey) I remember I remember Thinking I should crash into that sign To take my life If I did then I wouldn't stop My friends from the same demise Remember overthinking And believing lies I hope that I don't forget what I went through So there will not be a next time

(Chorus) I don't wanna see nobody No more I'm tryna disappear For as long as I been walking Why the talking stop me It gets hard to handle fear I'm standing tall When I get involved But most of the time I wont I don't wanna be alone, but I dont wanna see nobody No more (Verse) Inner dialogue got me going crazy Right and wrong all the time I'm feeling deflated Another reason to get high I'm finding comfort in disguise Imma fly I don't care about the landing till I die Keep my head to the sky Cause the sun will come out But when I hit a cloud Imma have to come down Feeling better but sometimes I slip into a valley I could tally all the times But this gon be the finale I'm fucking done Hard time will hold me at gun Point of view, new changing my perception Paint your reality Pain is a casualty When you are beating yourself up so casually And often struggle with that Always need 100 percent I go with the motions Not everything I can control and That might hurt but at least I'm growing Ay I just lived another fucking day Ay I just pushed everybody away Ay Leaving my body without a trace Cutting people off And drugs are filling their place Yeah I'm baked No one sees me fly in my domain With my camouflaged wings, as I'm Soaring through planes, and I'm taking time off While watching my face Change expressions From the questions That I make Why is it your life is so unfulfilling? Why are you never making a decision? Who out my friends ever ask how I'm feeling? Where can I go if nobody is with me? I been alone It ain't a bad thing or a good thing either Pros and Cons I've accepted And the lessons Of my solitude that I've been blessed with (Chorus) I don't wanna see nobody No more I'm tryna disappear For as long as I been walking Why the talking stop me It gets hard to handle fear I'm standing tall When I get involved But most of the time I wont I don't wanna be alone, but I don't wanna see nobody No more

How you feelin? (Verse) I'm (I'm) Really, fuckin, lost (lost) Don't know, where to, walk (walk) Prolly, need to, talk (talk) Getting, better, so I, thought (thought) I hate, being, strong (strong) Feelings, I for, got (got) Hit me, in the, jaw (jaw) Spit my, truth out, on the, floor (floor) Smoke un, til I, cough (cough) Never go out I don't get in-volved And when I try I run into walls I got some friends but no one to call Alone in my head, I'm alone in the end These intrusive thoughts got me frozen again I'm better than I was But still haven't ever felt loved So I always wonder when I will If I will I need some love But it got me skipping meals Listen here It's my path but I feel like a third steering wheel Forks in the road Can't make heads or tails from the smoke I'm catching my breath I know where to go I've been swerving pot holes And don't know where I went I can't lead the lost Tho I tried it I still got the Feelings I has hiding Denied em Need to air out, I'm a pilot But if I open when I'm flying Then everybody dying Maybe I don't mind it Holding onto secrets Never felt exciting Never go out Never end up trying Talk to myself I don't have a license I've been fucking drowning, and Made it look like diving Can't believe that I woke up today (Ay ay ay) Can't believe that I woke up (Hook) How you feelin How you How you feelin How you [SWITCH] Dancing round my problems Music ain't solutions I can swallow But the taste of it Is worth the sorrow I trip to go to sleep Just to slip tomorrow The grip I hold is hollow What I bottles out of reach So incomplete I'm more indulgent than I used to be It doesn't mean I'm weak But it isn't what I need I'm not at peace cause I'm Making more music than memories Too focused on the "what ifs" More than "what is meant to be" Dealing with weight That love handles I couldn't handle love So I hid emotions in camo Blended in with the roses Emphasis on the thorns Set boundaries with everybody I'm needing something more How you feelin?

I can read your eyes You don't think that imma make it That's why I'm on my own dick And it fits like it's tailored I'm on an ego high And im seeing red like I'm Taylor You think you got the sauce When your copying your flavor I'm chasing taste buds Fuck a pay stub Imma amputate the money Never chase it See me bathe in validation Manifesting, always changing Confident and yet I'm anxious You can hear it in my cadence That I mean what I am saying Off that goose Like I'm Ye But I'm on it Naturally Better duck Cause I don't give a fuck What yall think If you're talking shit Better say it to my face But yall gon talk in private Then dap me up anyways Man y'all fake Smoking grass and find the snakes Tip my scale but yall don't weigh I know my worth and yall aint pay The uninspired cannot stay Seeing color, used to gray I found my way and I am cutting of you motherfuckers Who had me drained Fucker what You know that you suck I'm might sound like a narcissist But Occhio hope the homies go up Even if I don't fuck with you I wish you well But you won't see me complaining Once I see you fail See you in hell

(Chorus) Hold me now Hold me now All of my I dont cares just Showing out Showing out Your in my dreams but I want You around You around I might get scared but never Slow it down Slow it down (Chorus 2) Cause I like you Girl I've never felt this way I needed to tell you then But it's hard to explain I tried all of my words You said that you can't But you used to feel the same (Verse) Friends at the moment But since day 1 it was growing Was just a sprout I hate I didn't notice I wouldn't let no-one close Even tho I needed that shit the most Every moment we're together I cherish Dancing in public even if embarrassed Heart on my sleeve, I hope you know I wear it Next window seat we can share it I can't shake this Feeling, no way Had to own up my feelings fore, they own me We gon meet again just had to go our own way I'm still geting red when I'm thinking of yo face (And it won't go away) I really want you to Hold me I tried to keep it Low key Girl, I have been so Lonely Gimme nother chance I'm hoping I want to be with you (Chorus) 2x Hold me now Hold me now All of my I dont cares just Showing out Showing out Your in my dreams but I want You around You around I might get scared but never Slow it down Slow it down Cause I like you Girl I've never felt this way I needed to tell you then But it's hard to explain I tried all of my words You said that you can't Do you still feel the same? When the day comes Let it take you Often by surprise

Ten toes down and I'm counting Count me out, and hear the sound Of change all around me I'm a young McDuck of the county Tryna get this bread Like it's stuck to the breast When it's drowning In the sauce I'm spinning heads when I run ahead of yall This ain't a sprint it's a marathon I hope your comfy, cause I'm somebody to binge watch I'm pissed off Zero action coming from your big talk Gimme the loot, cause I'm marauding ears I'll stomp my peers If they ain't on my level I'm grateful but I'll never settle Meant for greatness Haven't shown my face in a while But motherfucker this territory's still taken I've just been waiting Now it's my time to collect The price on my head ain't correct Got a mine in my mind Take me out Then its only fools gold you'll get Who the fuck told you that "you're it" If I tag you then you'll spit You're just another repeat and rinse But I'm 1 of 1, if you don't believe this shit Then you ain't dreaming big Overthinking but don't even need a script You motherfuckers gonna see me flip I'm standing tall, skinny but I'm Eating this Beat up I'm leaving prints If you are feeling it Take this moment Run it back and breathe it in The fragrance of a genius (Hook) I never thought I'd get here One man marathon, been a long year I never thought I'd get here Aw man, one blink, it's a gone year